Judenrampe

 

        One of the worst moments that Auschwitz lived, was in the spring of 1942, when after the final solution ”(Endlösung), the extermination fields were established and the gas chamber was active. As the train tracks, they still did not reach the establishment of Birkenau, the“ not suitable ”were forced to work as slaves to walk three kilometers, from Judenram gas.
     The process was always simple, very well registered and tidy. They got off the train, they were asked to leave their luggage aside, (they were promised that they would not lose, but would recover it soon, after the showers), as well as their belongings and value objects, a German doctor apologized for the conditions of the trip and gave them a small speech of encouragement, and even the prisoners applauded, then they were told that before the work they had to give a shower for reasons. It is said that even caramels were given to children and postal adults to sign to send their relatives and acquaintances. These postcards already contained a message: I write from the picturesque Auschwitz, they treat us very well. I wish you were here! The naive prisoners should only sign and write the recipient who wanted to send them. This is another characteristic of the Nazis, their unbridled cynicism, one more sample of the impudence and the lack of scruples. Those people did not know that they would be gassed. Clearly, the place was designed in such a way that no one would suspect what their true end was. The prisoners are already naked, after leaving their well -off clothes, they crossed a corridor called by the Germans the road to heaven. The gas chamber engines were operated, after two or three minutes there were some shouts, which slowly were turning off. It is said that then the screams lasted approximately fifteen minutes, and then a sound compared to a swarm of bees was heard and finally a deep silence.
       Today, nail brands on the walls can be seen on the walls of one of the gas chambers. A desperate action of the human mind when he is perishing, which tries to bend with his own hands his prison. There is no way of expressing suffering, those brands on the walls say everything.
      1,000,000 dead are registered in the extermination fields only in Auschwitz. For a total of deaths in these fields during the third Reich, it is estimated between 2 857 000 3 139 000 people. It is a curious fact over the years, when calculations are performed, as people stop having proper names, to become parts of a statistic. 
    When talking about Auschwitz, you can't ignore the work that the Sonderkommando (special commands). They were work units formed by Jewish prisoners, and not Jewish. They were selected to work in the gas chambers and in the crematoriums of the Nazi concentration fields, even Einsatzgrupen herself had their own sonderkommando battalions for what they called "special assignments."
         They worked under orders and supervision of the Nazis. Naturally, the work assigned to him could not be denied, the punishment was death, burning them living in the crematoriums. We can suspect that they worked under deep psychological pressure, as they were in charge of bringing prisoners to gas chambers, remove the bodies, examine natural holes such as anus and vagina, in search of hidden pieces of value, they also removed the gold teeth from the bodies, and incinerate them in the crematorium ovens or in crematorium graves.  
      The Sonderkommando lived in stables isolated from the rest of prisoners without the minimum contact so that they would not talk about their work. Apparently they enjoyed better conditions, but they had a work period of approximately 3-4 months, since, not to leave witnesses of the industrial level that was being carried out, all the members of the unit were killed and replaced by a new group of Sonderkommando that would carry out the work. 
     On October 7, 1944, given the indications that the SS intended to kill a large number of members of the Sonderkomando himself, who were working on the IV Crematorium (product to the murder of a large number of Hungarian Jews), they mutinied and began the only large -scale rebellion that takes place in Auschwitz.
They armed themselves with improvised tools, stones, and had managed to obtain explosives, with which the crematorium flew. Some prisoners were able to escape during struggle and confusion, although most were captured and killed. Two hundred and fifty died, along with three members of the SS and two hundred people were killed after the riot as a lesson and message for all who thought they would perform a similar feat.

      Interestingly there is evidence of another act of resistance, when they managed to photograph the human piras that were performed outdoors. The objective was to exhibit to the world what was carried out in the extermination fields, a brave action to raise the voice, detach from the Nazi gag, which could not be tolerated anymore.   

From the book The Silbid of the Silence of Walter Alan Nief

Exquisite Corpse

       There are things that never change and that hurts deeply. However, being, which normally lives full of emotions affects him in the depths of his interior. The only wound that could truly hurt is in one's conscience, but we cannot escape from ourselves. While time passes between one cup of coffee and another, we see that the people we love went away and only joined again for a very specific reason. The irrational battle of humans always ends with the blood that cries out from earth. Suddenly it is understood that today's man does not seem to have fully understood these times. A custom to question all the political activities of the countries, embrace the night to work, after having slept throughout the day. Rethink knowing the world as it is and not as television commercials adorn it. 

Often read the newspapers or social networks and end up outraged from society. I regret a lot of the time lying down in beds that never brought to life nothing productive, except doubts and distrust. Stop drinking in bars and just being able to endure the smell of cigarettes. Feeling that the old stories of couples who throw themselves into the grief are barely remembered, unless any bird perched on the window a winter night. Rarely cry, (at least on the outside), who knows if we can ever tell someone who is dying inside. Believing that there is a kind of peace treaty between the misery and the grief inside. Exploit to see what perhaps it was the past, or the desire to fight for something superior is what it does when it is so immune to the words of love. "I didn't have it so clear when I met the human, I could assure you that she complains about her loneliness and looks at any place if no one is looking at him."

When coffee is spilled later and prepare the backpack to go out to work I feel that the pain was a social activist in favor of the poor and dispossessed classes of any title. That was the reason to participate in campaigns against racism and feminism. You think about convincing a world that peace is action and going out to step forward. You don't have to remain silent. Silence is what has caused so much damage to this world. The heart finds the forces to break the walls that separate people.

Loading with the cross of an artist, being a poet who understands that art does not seek an explanation, but provides a reflection and a solution. You can go out to a planet full of aggressions, where people do not know what you want and if you leave them alone they kill you. Return to meet a society that prepares a future full of adventures, with questions that have to be answered once.

 Pleasure was always in the effort made to achieve victory. The contradictions are fought, because no one clings to an idea if it is not contradictory enough. Pain would be part of what you define as eternity. That pain that takes inside, the constant fight against him is the task he had to assume without fears. The problem lies when you look at your face and start down your head. That is the true cowardice!

It is necessary to know in advance that life is boring without death. After all, we need it to realize that there is no time to lose. Everything that is considered real is absolutely false and everything you feel is absolutely true.

We had been complaining about all the "ismos", (capitalism, communism, socialism, neoliberalism, etc.). 

One why! A why since the differences between social classes begin to be realized. Many years passed since that time he said: Wake up! But we all know that without constant struggle you cannot enjoy the true pleasures of life.  

Walter Alan Nielf 

Silence

 Okay, I can understand that you are no longer, as if in the background a part of me claims you. The same part that refuses to accept that the end point is inevitable. I take it to my vera as an old condemnation of us those that sooner or early we will close our eyes. The human being can hold on to any idea whenever saved. A lie can be accepted by all, as long as they do not take you out of your comfort zone. So, I can tell my brain that you're just asleep, but this time you didn't say when you were going to wake up.
We are like this, the uncomfortable truth to anyone who is not prepared to listen to it. And it is true that no one was prepared not to listen to you again. We can simply sell our eyes with the mantle of suspicion so as not to see the truth naked.
I could say that life prepares you to look at death, but although it may be true, it is not the purpose of living, it is what death expects in the end. Summarizing life at a point is a matter of fools, summarizing death in a silence, it is a truth.
Who is prepared to leave? He who has all the answers, and you have more questions.
I don't think we see each other again, after death it is very likely that there is nothing else. Hope is not the last thing that is lost, it is the 2nd, because the first thing is illusion. Even so, I send you the hug that you will never receive, the same one that I will never give you today.
To continue smiling in my days, I deceive me then and I trust that over time everything will improve.